its time to change.

its time to change my life.

for over 19 years i have that stagnant feeling.

i feel no improvement in the quality of my life.

i need to change everything.

i must.

i know life's unfair.

i dont want to know the reason behind it.

no point asking around why.

i dont think even God can give me a satisfying answer.

i dont want to waste my time to understand and force myself to accept that stupid fact.

all i want is to make it better.

through my ability and capability.

must.

thats enough.

they have already reached their limit.

its time for me to step out and help myself and walk out of this circle.

i need to act fast.

the more i drag, the more i suffer.

i will have alot of oncoming obstacles.

i have to overcome all barriers.

i may have to go against their wishes/thinkings.

they'll understand one day when i succeed.

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